BEATEN TO THE GATES OF HELL….

 

 

 

 

 

Open Your Eye’s and SEE…WHO YOU ARE…!!!…

GO FORWARD…STOP LOOKING WHAT IS BEHIND YOU…

STOP BEING A VICTIM…START BEING A WINNER…!!!..AH-men…

Get Up…Turn on a Motivational Positive speaking direction…

IF YOU CAN’T SEE ANYTHING BEAUTIFUL IN THE MIRROR….GET A BETTER MIRROR….I LOVE THAT…!!!

STOP,,,STOP,,,STOP….

DO YOU WANT TO BE RICH…??? THEN BE RICH…

if you think that means Money then You don’t understand……

MONEY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH RICHNESS…

I have been VERY POOR…Homeless,,,went hungry for weeks…But we all have The Strength…To become RICH…Your will is the Foundation of this…

ATTITUDE,,,ATTITUDE,,,ATTITUDE…..

STANDING AT THE GATES OF HELL……I looked at the Gates of Hell and Said OMG why am I at the Gates of HELL I have always Been a good Person and Done the Best I could….

MISERY LOVES COMPANY…Do not surround yourself with people that fan the Flames of NEGATIVITY…OHHH YOU POOR THING….THATS AWEFUL….and what other HORRIBLE THINGS Happened…and why did they do this to you….and how did that Hurt youuuuuu…and,,,,and,,,,and,,,,

The Harder YOU STARE AT THE GATES OF HELL…THE BIGGER THEY GET…

YESSSS….I STOOD AT THE GATES OF HELL…I SAW THE BURNING…PAIN…AND THE HARDER I LOOKED TO SEE PAST IT…THE MORE PAINFUL IT GOT….STOP,,,STOP,,,STOP….LOOKING INTO THIS HELL…!!!..THE HARDER YOU LOOK INTO HELL…..GUESS WHAT…??? THE MORE HELL YOU WILL SEE…!!!…

SO TURN YOUR BACK…ON THE GATES OF HELL…

Start walking Forward with your Spirit intact…THIS IS WHO YOU ARE…

You cannot be WHO YOU ARE…if you are Being what others WANT YOU TO BE…!!!…

 

OH this Happened to me because of him or her and THEY…YES their is EVILNESS IN THE WORLD…and if you keep Embracing it…and scooping handfuls over your HEAD…Then THEY WILL CONSUME YOU…

AS GOD AS MY WITNESS I SPEAK TO YOU….

I have looked into the EYE’S of EVIL and the red HOT POKERS..of it’s STARE BURNED DEEP INTO MY SOUL…AND I SAID NOOO I AM GOOD…… I WILL NOT BLINK I WILL OUT STARE THIS EVIL….WITH GOODNESS….WRONG,,,,WRONG,,,,WRONG……I Stared without BLINKING FOR TEN YEARS…..

And when I Turned around…LIFE WAS WAITING FOR ME…

This is EVILS GAME….You cannot WIN Playing Games By Evil’s RULES….For if you start to WIN they will say well since you are Winning at My Game…. the Rules Say…I get to beat you senseless till I WIN…understand….Do Not walk DEEPER into the Darkness to find Light….Walk away from the Darkness and The LIGHT WILL FIND YOU…..

Or should I put it like this….I was walking deeper,,,and deeper,,,and deeper,,,,into the Swamp…..in My Despair…and when I finally turned around…The Main Highway was right Behind ME………GET IT…….!!!

START DUMPING HOPE,,,,HOPE,,,,HOPE…..over your Head….

 

 
de·spair
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noun
  1. 1.
    the complete loss or absence of hope.
    in despair, I hit the bottle”
    synonyms: hopelessnessdesperationdistressanguishpainunhappinessMore
verb
  1. 1.
    lose or be without hope.
    “we should not despair”
    synonyms: lose hope, give up hope, abandon hope, give up, lose heart, be discouraged, be despondent, be demoralized, resign oneself, throw in the towel/sponge, quitsurrender;

 

STOP HEARING THIS…WORD….IT IS THE OPPOSITE OF HOPE…….I wash this word from the world and ONLY HAVE HOPE…FOR OUR LIVES…

IS YOUR PROBLEM YOUR PROBLEM…??? OR IS IT YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS YOUR PROBLEM THAT IS THE PROBLEM…???…

YOU DON’T SAY I FEEL CONFIDENT …YOU SAY I AM CONFIDENT…!!!…

The BEST WAY TO MAKE YOUR FUTURE IS TO CREATE IT…!!!..

IF YOUR NOT GOING TO GO ALL THE WAY…..WHY GO AT ALL….

IF THEIR IS NOT A WAY…I WILL MAKE ONE…!!!…

If you Complain for Help….NO ONE WANTS TO HELP YOU….(Steven Hawkins)

I AM A MAN OF GOD…..and I ask myself What does that TRUELY MEAN….

I never asked Myself this very Simple Question….

I stumbled with My Pockets full of GOODNESS…Saying what the HELL is wrong with this World…???

But is that the Question I should Be asking…???….

For I never found an Answer…and I KEPT asking…Over and Over and Over…..

So if you are asking the same Question and are never getting an Answer…Then Maybe the Problem isn’t the Answer….THE PROBLEM IS THE QUESTION…..???….

So as I walked with this SPHERE OF PURE EVIL…..I kid you not I have Videos of this…But Panic is not the Answer….When You GRASP EVIL BY THE NECK…AS I HAVE…and start to fight with it on IT’S TERMS….This will become A TRUE BATTLE OF SPIRITUAL LIFE FROM YOUR SOUL…

I am a Master of over ten Professions…and My Brain does not and Will not Stop…

The more information I dumped into this Informational Grinder the Harder it works…Grinding and seperating every shred of DATA to find the reasoning….10 YEARS…!!!….I poured into this Pattern of REALITY….and I kept asking why can’t I get an ANSWER to WHY I AM STUCK IN THIS DIMENSIONAL…HELL….

I finally Found the ANSWER….!!!…AND IT IS EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT….VERY,,,VERY,,,SIMPLE…..

I knew it was Simple and it Truely Made Me Crazy to with in a SHRED OF MY SANITY….

THIS PULSING DEMONIC HELL…that had Buried me and I was sifting threw every grain of Torcher to find out What the HELL was causing it…!!!….As thoughts of bitterness and hatred were all I could do too Block My Thought Patterns from Completion…in some Sick Homicidal Flip out to get MYSELF BACK for ALL THE PAIN I HAD SUFFERED….

SO…. LISTEN…LISTEN…LISTEN…I BEAT THE D-EVILS ATTACK…

I had the answer at My Finger tips and Kept reading it….over,and over,and over…. BECAUSE I KNEW IT WAS THE ANSWER…..

AND NOW I SHARE IT WITH YOU…!!!…AS GOD IS MY WITNESS….

EPHESIANS…Chapter 6…The ARMOUR OF GOD….

I was reading this Every Morning…and Every Night….I knew it was the Answer….

PUT ON THE WHOLE ARMOUR OF GOD…..

We have all heard this said a million times but you will not get it if you do not understand it…

 

EPHESIANS CHAPTER 6

1 Children, obey your parents (in the Lord): (for this is right).

Honor thy father and mother; which is the first commandment with promise;

That it may be well with thee, and thou mayest live long on the earth.

And, ye fathers, (provoke not your children to wrath): but (bring them up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord).

 

Understand THIS….!!!…. that we are all suppose to be brought up in the (WORDSSS OF GOD)….

BY OUR PARENTS…I WAS NOT…But I always respected and cared for My Parents till they both passed..or should I say were taken…..in My Saddness to Unholy….Departure…drowning in the Evil that they were both swimming in….:(…..as they feed me Lies..ALL MY LIFE….

 

Servants, be obedient to them that are your (masters according to the flesh), with fear and trembling, in singleness of your heart, as unto Christ;

Not with eye service, as men pleasers; but (as the servants of Christ), (doing the will of God from the heart);

With (good will) doing service, (as to the Lord),         AND NOT TO MEN:…..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…..

Knowing that whatsoever good thing (any man doeth), (the same shall he receive of the Lord), whether he be (bond or free).

 

AGAIN UNDERSTAND THIS…WE ARE ALL SLAVES….!!!….Let that sink in….and swirl around…

Just because you go home at night to your Prison Cell does not make it any less a Prision…of your own comfort and Design….when you work hard all day…give them all your money to pay for your CELL…and have crumbs left for your family…not to mention no time to spend with them….

OMG …!!! That just really……STUNS ME…like I’m drilling Holes in My own Head with Reality…!!!

 

And, (ye masters), do the (same things unto them), (forbearing threatening): (knowing that your Master also is in heaven); (neither is there respect of persons with him).

 

DO YOU UNDERSTAND….YOUR MASTERS IN THE LIGHT….ARE BOUND BY RULES….JUST LIKE YOU ARE…!!!…

You cannot break the chains of control and Manipulation…Being a DOG…

IN THE FLESH TO YOUR MASTERS……The only way this is Possible is with Spiritual Warfare….

First…Stop with electronics…and start with Positivity….PAY CLOSE ATTENTION…to how things you Listen too Make you feel…IF they make you feel anxious or uncomfortable…

DON’T LISTEN TO THE CRAP ANYMORE…

9 out of 10 times…it has a Subliminal control pattern built into it…and no you can’t hear it so don’t even try…

Well unless you have the sound equipment to isolate the variances and then….How many times are you going to Listen to the poison to isolate it…???…I think this could be accomplished with a better Synthesizer…and no its not going to sound like playing your record backwards listening for the voice of Darkness…To kill yourself’….

BUT CASE IN POINT…We all know about the stuff in reverse on records…RIGHT…!!!…

Lord have Mercy How much Proof does anyone want on TRUE EVIL….Served to you…???

again the statement comes to me…

IT IS MIND OVER MATTER….THEY DON’T MIND…AND YOU DON’T MATTER….

OK I need to elaborate on that…Most are in worship of Darkness in Lies they Have Swallowed with no remorse to Justify their consciences…..and the Compassion they should have for OTHERS…is simple DEAD…or at the least repentance…But they are on the Party Train to HELL and their is no rationalizing with them in any aspect…

IT’s off MY Nutso Meter….again….

So they go to Church everyday…Smile and put on this Pretty display…….and torcher people in the  shadows of their minds every night…Because they are SOME SICK Higher Level Spiritual Leader of Nazistic Torcher and Proud of IT…….I have SEEN THIS…!!!…FIRST HAND…BY TOP LEADERS… OF EVERY ASPECT OF OUR SYSTEM WORLD ORDER—or should I say DISORDER…???…

AND I HAVE CAUGHT THEM RED BLOODY DRIPPING HANDED..!!!….AND THEY LIE RIGHT TO MY FACE WITH TOTAL INNOCENTS…it just disgusts me…

 

10 Finally, my brethren, be (strong in the Lord), and in the (power of his might).

11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may (be able to stand against the wiles of the devil).

 

DO YOU UNDERSTAND THIS PASSAGE….

YOU CANNOT…BREAK THESE CHAINS…!!!…ONLY GOD CAN…!!!…THESE ARE THE SPIRITUAL RULES…..!!!!…..READ THEM AGAIN AND AGAIN…UNTIL YOU GET THESE RULES DOWN PAT INTO YOUR SOUL…THESE ARE THE RULES OF SALVATION….AND PROTECTION…THEY CANNOT BREAK THEM….AND NEITHER CAN YOU…!!!!

12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

 

READ THAT PASSAGE ABOVE….TEN THOUSAND TIMES….UNTIL YOU GET IT….!!!….

THIS IS THE ANSWER….YOU NEED…READ IT UNTIL YOU BELIEVE IT….

IT IS THE KEY….DO—-YOU—-UNDERSTAND…???….

This is not about what people are doing to you it is about the True Forces OF EVIL are DOING TO YOU…!!!…

I kept rehashing this EVIL world as to how and why so many people could possible be involved in these attacks On me….THEY WEREN’T……THEY ARE CONTROLLED BY DARK FORCES…To pour wickedness over your HEAD and into your LIFE…They cannot control the Forces of EVIL….That take control of there Senses and run you over with them in some weird Spiritual Daze…

SO YOU PUT THE BLOOD OF YOUR SOUL IN THE AIR AROUND YOU FOR TRUE EVIL TO SMELL…. able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with (truth), and having on the breastplate of (righteousness);

15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the (gospel of peace);

16 Above all, taking the shield of (faith), wherewith ye shall be able to (quench all the fiery darts of the wicked).

 

DO YOU UNDERSTAND…???…YE SHALL BE ABLE TO QUENCH THE FIERY DARTS OF THE WICKED…WITH THE GOSPEL OF PEACE….        Not with Bitterness,Stress,Anxiety and confusion…

OMG that is like Shark Bait for Evil….BELIEVE IN MY WORDSSS FROM GOD….

ONCE YOU ARE OVER TAKEN WITH THESE CHARMS….EVIL WILL START TO GUIDE YOUR OWN DESPAIR…..

17 And take the helmet of (salvation), and the (sword of the Spirit), which is (the word of God):

 

Killing people or spewing these thoughts in your Heart or even killing is NOT the Sword of GOD and will have Absolutely no effect but just give more Power to Evil Wickedness…TO RIP YOUR SOUL AND LIFE APART…

 

18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication (in the Spirit), and watching there unto with (all perseverance and supplication for all saints);

19 And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to (make known the mystery of the gospel),

THIS IS MY DESTINY….!!!!

20 For which (I am an ambassador in bonds): that therein (I may speak boldly), (as I ought to speak).

21 But that ye also may know my affairs, and how I do, Tychicus, a beloved brother and (faithful minister in the Lord), (shall make known to you all things):

22 Whom I have sent unto you for the same purpose, that ye might know our affairs, and (that he might comfort your hearts).

23 Peace be to the brethren, and (love with faith), (from God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ).

24  (Grace be with all them that love our Lord Jesus Christ) in sincerity. Amen.

 

SO NOW I GIVE YOU PURE UNDENIABLE PROOF AS GOD GAVE ME…..

I have 6 OWI’s…Drunk driving charges….I couldn’t figure out how I could be so Stupid as to not drink between every charge…. then when the last charge was over repeat the same events and drive till stopped with NO Destination in Mind…just driving till I got Stopped….I beat myself up for Years…That I was sick in the Head that I would keep repeating this same…Event…Not drinking 10 times and getting caught but drinking and then driving till I was Stopped..the Last one was in 2012…on a plea bargian for 1 year I did 3.5 in Prison…My 25,000 dollar attorney was fired and a 5000 dollar attorney was hired and a huge amount of money was taken while I was locked up…Anywaysss…I was assaulted at My P.O.’s office and refused to go back…Please remember…This ORB of Evil is following ME and I DO HAVE VIDEO OF THIS….So anyways EVIL has been Attacking Me and I called the detectives….I could just feel the EVIL in our conversation and he sent A Police squad out here to take my Vandelism charges down which was just a ROUSH BY EVIL….This happened on Friday but I was close to the Answer’s I am giving you and Praying Hard with the Taste of the Answers on My Lips….So I had workers set up for Saturday and Sunday with a company coming in for this huge liquidation after this total distruction of My Life…But now on Friday…was sitting in Jail on a P.O.hold for not showing up when she had said she would come out here to meet me…My last 2 visits by the way with no violations..then she said why didn’t you show UP….and My Puppy was locked in a cage in My Bedroom with no food or water…. I FELT THIS EVIL AROUND ME LIKE A BLANKET OF SUFFICATION…..I was Praying hard..as it started…I Know EVIL had to Break My Spirit Because EVIL KNEW I WAS ON THE EDGE OF FINDING THE TRUTH….The Realitor came to me earlier that day and was asking me weird questions and when I shook his hand…it was not his Hand….It was a very feminine hand…3 Times she shook My Hand….before Leaving as if she was the realitor Man… but it was not a Mans hand it was a Womans and why all the hand shakes…???…Then 10 minutes later the Sheriffs showed up and started faking like they were taking this report….As I looked at the Pretty female Sheriffs hands..I believe it was HER’S…and It was her hand that I had shook not the realitors and had walked her threw the houses…case in point if she has a tattoo on her upper wrist…??? explain How I would Possible know that…???..some type of scrolling…..So after faking like they were gathering information on the vandelism she said well Your P.O. put a hold on you and I am hear to arrest you I Said REALLY I am here all the time and I just Emailed her yesterday…with three reports in case I missed one and told her she was welcome here anytime….So they hand cuffed me and said what would you like to do with your puppy…??? thinking I was just going to see her and Be released…But it was the weekend and I had the men lined up for work and the company coming Monday…Does it really sound like I am dodging anyone…???…So they walk me too there SUVs Parked a half a Block away…???…in front of ALL My Neighbors….Tell me why would you park your vehicles a half a block away…???

OHHH So while you were Torchering Me Hypnotically I wouldn’t see your Vehicles…Right People…???

MAKE ABSOLUTELY NO MISTAKE this was to invoke Hatred and Bitterness and Flames towards them and the wickedness they have portrayed On Me…But I kept Praying in My head and as she put me in and was turning around I saw the eye connection from her with a few of the people standing their…I SEE ALL……and she headed back to the Jail…Treating me like I was Oblivious to her Subliminal treatment…of course I said NOTHING as she asked if I was comfortable or wanted the window open or what kind of music I liked..with My Subliminal Torcher…???..I could feel the Vibrational waves in the vehicle and kept on Praying….I said Your Persecution and Tyranny…in ignorance will not hurt me…..She said I’m not ignorant…I said I didn’t call you ignorant…….we got there and they processed me and she told them I was co-operative..I guess that meant I was being a Dossel Slave DOG…I asked for a bible KJV if they had one and of course they didn’t but had another version….I was put into a processing cell Alone…Remember I can feel these Vibrational Waves Now in My Life….. and OMG they were Just pounding me for about an Hour in this processing cell..I couldn’t focus on the bible to read it but was recanting My Fathers Prayer in My Head while holding the Bible…..Finally they send me up to a Pod with a cell…I asked again for a KJV bible and they checked but didn’t have one or at least told me they didn’t….I tried to read and focus but the waves in this cell were again just Merciless….Then at about midnight…The inmates start with Trash talk to each other….ALL NIGHT LONG…OMG ( I ) could feel this Demonic Vibration Like never Before in My life…!!!… of this incredible Negative energy just Pushing me… to let the Negative Poison of Worry and Anxiety of My Emotions start to rip me APART…I never Felt so in tune with the Right TOOLS to fight Back IN MY LIFE …!!!… I put toliet paper in My ears and still dazed by this vibrational attack prior to getting into this cell and started to read this Bible ….

SO HEAR ARE THE WORDS…God Lead me too after 2 days of recanting his prayers and the Armour of GOD…I SWEAR TO ALL THAT READ THIS…… YOU COULD ALMOST SEE THE EVIL SHADOWS OF DEMONS IN THIS CELL BLOCK WITH THIS SCREAMING OF TRASH TALK NEGATIVITY….And I swear to you for a Moment I broke this Barrier and could hear the direct counciling of this Evil Force Direct with out the TRASH SAYING THINK WE ARE GETTING TO HIM….It’ was like HOLY SHIT did I really just hear that…???OF COURSE I DID…!!!…This SHIT IS REAL PEOPLE….So anyways…I get a celly that kinda just appeared its like wow I didn’t even see you come in and he said I came in last night…I heard the cell slam last night but when I looked saw nothing….SO anyways he was telling me about why he was there and was a classic Stalking senario…So I really start Giving him the WAKE UP CALL of his LIFE…and the Years of My Studies and the More we talk the More he really starts to Open his eyes….and he tried a little darkness with me But I ignored it and Kept showing him the Light and I said to Him….

YOU KNOW WHAT…JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE ON EVILS TEAM…The scary Part…IS….That does Not exclude you from the same Abuse you are dishing out…. just because you are on their team…so to say….These people are ALL Playing with FIRE….I don’t get it so you know that they are going to rip your life Apart…. and still your WHAT…??? Trying to become a General in this Darkness…???…Classic EVIL Direction…to Use a Beautiful Demon to drag you into Darkness….and the story he told Me I just said to HIM OMG Brother DO YOU NOT SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING TO YOU even he said Gee I’m really starting to think over all these things that happened…. I said you should… you are being Guided….WAKE UP…

Soooooooo ANYWAYS….HERE ARE THE WORDS GOD GAVE ME…..OHHH and we were sitting there and I said to him did you put on deodorant before what was that Sweet Clean smell he said that was the shampoo from the guy down stairs taking a shower…it drifted thew the upper cell and the whole room smelled very sweet and clean….???…As I spoke of the Lord and read these Passages….and it was the farthest from the shower room…Hhhhmmmm…???

Now remember this is not a standard bible so I am having a tough time reading it But these words Just JUMPED OUT OF THE BOOK AT ME….After hearing about 10 minutes of this Trash Talk…and me putting toliet paper in my ears with a T shirt tied around my Head to block it OUT….You could Just feel the Demonic…Presents they were conJuring….With the…… My Hoes this and Your a little bitch and I’ll beat your brains out garbage…Just pure Ghetto Slang Horse Shit…and in the day room saying look I spit a big luggy on him and he ain’t going to do shit ….to get you to look and get drawn into this Vibrational wickedness….So anyways locked up in my cell with Home made ear plugs and this was the Chapter the Lord Gave Me…

 

 

Ephesians 5 Christian Standard Bible (CSB)

Therefore, be imitators of God, as dearly loved children, and walk in love, as Christ also loved us and gave himself for us, a sacrificial and ( fragrant ) offering to God. But sexual immorality and any impurity or greed should not even be heard of[a] among you, as is proper for saints. 4 (((Obscene and foolish talking or crude joking are not suitable, but rather giving thanks. For know and recognize this: Every sexually immoral or impure or greedy person, who is an idolater, does not have an inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God.)))

Light versus Darkness

Let no one deceive you with empty arguments, for God’s wrath is coming on the disobedient[b] because of these things. Therefore, do not become their partners. For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light— for the fruit of the light[c]consists of all goodness, righteousness, and truth— 10 testing what is pleasing to the Lord. 11 Don’t participate in the fruitless works of darkness, but instead expose them. 12 For it is shameful even to mention what is done by them in secret. 13 Everything exposed by the light is made visible, 14 for what makes everything visible is light. Therefore it is said:

(((    Get up, sleeper, and rise up from the dead,
and Christ will shine on you   ))).

Consistency in the Christian Life

15 Pay careful attention, then, to how you live—not as unwise people but as wise— 16 making the most of the time,[d] because the days are evil. 17 So don’t be foolish, but understand what the Lord’s will is. 18 And don’t get drunk with wine, which leads to reckless living, but be filled by the Spirit: 19 speaking to one another in psalms, hymns, and spiritual songs, singing and making music with your heart to the Lord, 20 giving thanks always for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, 21 submitting to one another in the fear of Christ.

 

THIS IS THE WORD OF GOD…That woke me to READ these Passages….Over this yelling Demonism….WOW just Blew Me Away….

Now back at my home…as I Witness this To ALL in the Name of Our LORD…There is a Huge Lightening Storm Outside…?…Flashing non-stop…

AHMEN….

 

This is My Bible post for the day 8/5/19

You know with all your heart and

soul that not one of all the good

promises the Lord your God gave

you has failed.

Every promise has been fulfilled

Joshua 23:14

 

WOW…I am alone and I just heard something on the shelf rattle and the chimes inside a grandfather clock…on the other side of the room…the chimes just rang like someone ran there fingers across them…???…and the clock has never been running…

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