I USE TO BELIEVE IN THE LORD…?

A Living Sacrifice

12 I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship. 2 Do not be conformed to this world,3 but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.

So as I look at the World I ask Myself…

I Loved Amusement Parks and Water Parks……

But …Now I ask….When would the roller coaster Be Big Enough…???…

And of course the Answer IS NEVER…

I watched a Video…of Deaths on these Rides…and even Park employees Paid $100. Dollars each to risk their Lives…and be the first one ever to go on these rides First…..OMG in HEAVEN…..We are such Lost Children…..One Hundred dollars to be a test Dumby…???

Are we ALL so Starved for Excitement that we Forgot what True Loves First Kiss Was….

And Was there Ever a Roller Coaster Ride I would Have ever Traded for the Thrill of That Moment….( NEVER )…

For I always Said…I would Not let My Beloved Bungy Jump or Parachuette…As I thought the idea of trusting your Life to a Rubber band.. or strings was Just Crazy…

But NOW I SEE ALL…

I think My Life is worth More then a few Nuts and Bolts TOO…And I finally found the Roller Coaster I was Searching For…IT’S CALLED The LOVE of LIFE and Using Common Sense to Protect it…!!!…A Gift From GOD…

I see myself Standing before God after I am killed on some stupid Ride…Speechless when he asks me why did you treat your Life so Carelessly……..Ahhh…Uuummm everyone else was doing it…???….Holy Crap….maybe just The Truth…Lord I thought I could find the Joy in a dumb ride I couldn’t find in YOU…Because I am Lost…

And risking it for nothing more then 10 seconds of Excitement…That you probably stood in Line for hours to get… is a FOOL’S BET on ANYONES LIFE…When I look at IT Seriously…It’s just the True Definition Of INSANITY…

Do Not mis-understand…I am Not a Prude…I do Like EXCITEMENT…….But understanding What it is… and your Perception of what you think it is is not the Same…

For if you had a choice between….Any Amusement Ride in the World…

Or Having True LOVE with the ONE that LOVES YOU…What would be your Choice…?..

Because I know I would Never trade Time with My Beloved for anything Else…..It is the Biggest and Most Exciting Roller Coaster ride in the World…with or without making Love…Being with the ONE……. you LOVE that Loves you..is Priceless….any second of any day, or Week…

Please SEE what we have ALL become Blind TOO… 

For if You Screamed for Help…I will dive off the Bridge and into the Rushing Icy Waters to Save your Life…With Mine…for it is Gods Will in MY HEART…And if it is His WILL…. to take YOU… then he will take US Both…and it will BE……

Risking your Life to Save Another is Not a Risk…But the Will of GOD….in your Spirit…

I have Saved 5 or 6 Lives with Mine…… and it was not, and is Not for Praise or any Notoriety….That I speak of this…… but is the Fulfillment of GOD’S WILL Not Mine…It was Not their Time… and That was Why I was their in the First Place…I have never Spoken of this Before…Other then earlier I had wondered what their Lives had Brought into this World….Up To this Day…understand…

Who’s Life did they change or effect…Because they still had the Life to Do such….I am Not a Hero…I am a Humane Being…and Let US ALL understand…The Difference between Human Beings….and Humane Beings…

Truely the weirdest part of it All….. is I can only really remember detail’s of ONE of the People…It was just Really No Big Deal…I did what I had to DO…Like I would of any other Day…

Thats just crazy I can’t remember the finer points of the others…just very small Fragments of the incident’s…The only reason I know this in My Heart was I counted one day and thought it was 4… but remembered a fifth and that was All of them…But now I can barely recall 2 of them…SEE this is what happens when Evil touches your walk…( as in memory wipes ETC.)