Our Lord Hears ALL our Prayers…Never think you are Praying to The Wind…
Angels will be sent to YOU in your Prayers…Learn to see these things…
If the Lord sends you an ANGEL and you do not SEE them or a Blessing in your Blindness…
You will miss your Divine Help…from the Lord and it will be STANDING right in front of YOU…
I have made this Mistake Many times….GOD gives us ALL miracles But you Must Take Them…
Do not complain that the Lord is not Listening to your Heart if you do not take…
The Blessings Sent to YOU…
or Warning signs for that Matter…
For the Lord sent me an Atomic Warning and I just ignored it…IT Was and is still a very Hard Pill for me to Swallow…
But in My Blindness…I was Stumbling…in Darkness and Now have had to repent..
.for losing My Way…and his Touch was not sooo easy to get Back…
But I have the Lords Smile in My Life Again and …I will never Let GO OF HIS LOVE AGAIN…:)…
Knowledge will give you Power,,,But Character will give you Respect…( Bruce Lee )…
So if we all were handed the Keys to Heaven…Would ANY of US respect the Value of The GIFT we were given…???
I SEE People that have become 10-20 years Younger…This is not a Joke it is a FACT…They do not even look like the same people…
And My Biggest Question IS…What is the PRICE of this Miraculous Youth Transformation…I am seeing dozens of people…that have done this…
Yet I do not recall the Lord ever saying I will make you Younger…in Any Passage…
OUR Father in Heaven …Offers the Greatest Gift of ALL…Everlasting Life…
Not Tokens of earthly Gifts So I caution those who want to justify there Spiritual Path as Being From GOD…
Would I like to be Younger…???. Sure…Would I give up what I know NOW to be Younger….NEVER in a Million Years…
My life was hard enough the first time and I do not want to repeat the Hardest Journey of them ALL again…It was Painful enough the first Time…
For I said NO to many easy Paths and Struggled on the Hardest roads…to do what was right…
Their were also times I was a Fool and Made it Harder on Myself then it Had to Be….LOL…I think we have ALL Been there a few times…
and the question I asked Myself ..IS What the HELL was I Thinking…ha,ha…I wasn’t thinking that was the whole Point…
and not seeing the Presents of Evil was A HUGE part of that…or I damn sure would of done Alot of things ALOT Different…
I want EVERYONE to UNDERSTAND…I was never handed…. the HALO I earned….With BLOOD, SWEAT,,and More TEARS then the Oceans can HOLD…
With Temptations beyond any Normal Wish…But knowing in your Heart that You made the Right Decision…is the Greatest Value to Your Spirit…
As a Matter of Fact here is an Example…
I was offered a Job…$20 dollars an hour to start…unlimited over time and Full paid Benefits…
As the Foreman walked me threw the Plant He showed me the Parts I would be Making,,,
He said $20 is starting Pay but that will take a big Jump once you start Producing Quality Parts of at least $10 or more an Hour,,in a few weeks…
with a $45 dollar cap…They were Big about 5-6 foot in Diameter and 4 feet high I am guessing..Big cone shaped Pieces and I think they were made out of Solid Aluminium…
Tolerance was plus or minus 5 or 10 thousandths over all…and He said can you make these..I said sure What are they..as these Huge dollar signs are spinning in My Head……
and He didn’t answer But continued on the Tour…(which by the way was scheduled in advance with a security clearance)…
So he showed me the Machine it was a Big upright Bullard Vertical Lathe..A Manual One-(not CNC )…A Big One..He said this is the Machine …
I said I am familiar with this Machine as A Matter of fact…and again I said what are these parts that they have to be so close in Tolerance…
Because its running around My Head that they are Aluminium and I couldn’t think of anything that it could Possible BE…Again …he ignored me and Moved forward with the Tour…
He said this is what you will be doing if we don’t need Cones but most likely that will be your full time work here…
So we looked at a bunch of Jigs and fixtures for control panel designs and drilling Lay outs… read a dozen Blue prints with lay overs excedra ..
But now its starting to bother me this part is stuck in my Head and…it’s Grinding that I can’t come up with a Possibility…for the Part …
So He says well You can Start Monday…( by the way there were 300 applicants for this Position )….But I just couldn’t get …Not getting an Answer to what these parts were out of My HEAD..
.When people don’t answer Questions…its because they are hiding something…So I said again What are my Primary Parts…???..He said whats the difference your going to be Paid very Well….
AT that point something in My Head Snapped…
I said Listen…I have never Made anything that I didn’t know what I was Making …
Which was true But when the Hell did I get so self righteous and kinda wondered who was even Speaking…at that point…And he Mumbled…rocket cones….
I said What…?? I heard him But wanted to Make sure…if what I thought I heard was what He said…He repeated him self under his Breath again…rocket cones…
AHHH NOW IT CLICKED…I said these are Missile Cones…and he kinda Hushed me up saying yes…I said WOW…now it ALL Made Sense….I said you know what…Before I can Get the words out…..
This Vision of money pouring over My Head is Right in My Face…( Make no mistake this was a life changing Job)…But at What Price…?…
I said Ahhh Uuummmm I’m really going to have to think about this…But its not feeling good in My Heart I can tell you that right now…He said I see…
I said give me a call Monday and let me consider it…But I think you should keep interviewing…Applicants…..
So I went home and was feeling a little sick in my stomach…What the Hell was wrong with me…??? When did I ever develop a conscience…???
But these words Kept Chiming in my Ears…
I kept telling myself…. if I didn’t make them somebody else would….
Not like I was offered a Job like this every day…
Even friends and Family were pushing Me to take the Job…
But When God speaks to Your Heart…NOTHING ELSE MATTERS…it was Wrong and I knew it…
I thought How would I feel if some conflict…(wow now I am talking like a Politician) I MEAN A WAR…
Started and a Million People were Killed in a Flash and push of a button…and I helped do it…???…
I would not be able to live with Myself…That much I did KNOW…
So they did Call…. and I did Apologize and Told them I was Sorry it was a moral conflict…and I could not accept…
I have never Regretted that Choice…For it was the Right ONE…Even if I don’t have the Damn Mercedes …LOL…
AT LEAST I HAVE A HEART…:)…
I know that this may seem like nothing…But this is how EVIL takes a Hold of Your Heart…
And what would be the next Path of Greed…. I was Tempted with…That I would again Justify as OK…???
And Where would this Justification stop…or would it all suddenly Be OK…???….
Because no one else Matters But ME in this World…???
After commiting to Help with the death of a million People and probably 5 million injured and Suffering…
Would everything after that just be acceptable to My Conscience…
PLEASE ALL SEE….THIS IS HOW EVIL WORKS…To take you by the Hand with self Gratification and GREED…
And WHISPER to YOU…Everything is Alright,,,its OK,,,,everything will Be Fine…BULLSHIT….
That is just a LIE…To yourself….You know it… Just as well as I know it in My HEART…
It is the EVIL of this World to RATIONALIZE and JUSTIFY…LIE’S…TO YOURSELF…
and then Twist and Blame the people that gott HURT as it being their fault…and THEY GOT WHAT THEY DESERVED….with Denial…of your actions that Made this Happen…
HENCE = EVIL…The Master of LIES…
Not having any Integrity…or Morals…and wondering why your Soul Hurts …?
God does not want Perfection but He will not Buy Excuses at any price…
The only Ones that Fear the TRUTH…Are the Ones Not Telling it…RIGHT…?